Maybe one of the worst facets of polarization, to me, is how it causes me to go over this shit in my head, rifling through it like I’m hunting for the cure for cancer. When all one needs to do is shut the fuck up, shut off the mind, and listen. Start out by listening. Then look about, take in what you see. Objectively on both accounts. That’s how you reset yourself from having fallen into this kind of hole.

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Sociopolitics, Polarization, Opinion, Philosophy

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McDonald's, Fast Food, Apple Pie, Beef Tallow, Health Consciousness, Mistakes, Dining

The Return Of Tallow

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McDonald's, Fast Food, Apple Pie, Beef Tallow, Health Consciousness, Mistakes, Dining

I will never not shake my head at McDonald’s decision to give up both deep-frying anything they had to deep fry in beef tallow, nor at the one to not fry the pies in anything but, rather, bake the fuckers – both choices in some weird-ass, misguided attempt to make their fare “healthier”.

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McDonald's, Fast Food, Apple Pie, Beef Tallow, Health Consciousness, Mistakes, Dining

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Surgery, Thymoma, 2012, Hospitalization, CT Scan, Recovery, Wellbeing

Goodbye, Thymoma

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Surgery, Thymoma, 2012, Hospitalization, CT Scan, Recovery, Wellbeing

The guy may have thought he was doing me a favor but, ultimately, didn’t, as I was operating on just the one lung even then and nobody – myself included – knew.

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Surgery, Thymoma, 2012, Hospitalization, CT Scan, Recovery, Wellbeing

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High School, Graduation, Lovelock Nevada, PCHS Alumni Ball, PCHS Class Of 1986, Friendship, Wellbeing

Alumni Ball

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High School, Graduation, Lovelock Nevada, PCHS Alumni Ball, PCHS Class Of 1986, Friendship, Wellbeing

“You’ve gotta let ‘em go.”

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High School, Graduation, Lovelock Nevada, PCHS Alumni Ball, PCHS Class Of 1986, Friendship, Wellbeing

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Reunion, Music, George Harrison, Friendship

All Things Must Pass

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Reunion, Music, George Harrison, Friendship

Embitterment came when my fever dream of holding onto everyone I’ve ever cared for ended. I looked for blame, you know. It’s whomever’s fault this happened or it’s because of that, when – truly – nobody could’ve foreseen it, nobody could’ve veered away from it happening.

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Reunion, Music, George Harrison, Friendship

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Reunion, Friendship

Reunions Revisited

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Reunion, Friendship

One’s schoolmates if from a small community did, afterall, accompany a fucker throughout a lengthy, formulative stretch of life and, when a reunion does roll around, it comes with a promise of their return to one’s life, if only for a day or weekend, souls once bound tightly ‘round memories and early accomplishments and perhaps they still do, though distance and time do their bit to weaken all ties that bind.

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Reunion, Friendship

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Reunion

Birthdays, Aging, Reunions

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Reunion

I once dreamed of finding adventure, of finding love at some point in my life, but I’m beyond those things.

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Reunion